Dream: Jesus

 Before last night I had a massive smoke out with some Blue Lotus flower petals thrown in there and dreamt of an almighty being that identified itself as Jesus and we had a discussion about why mankind has lost touch with religion and stuff. 

  He basically summed it up as if any divine being interacted directly with man, no matter how little a push it has a chance on declining into madness, I asked him where have they tried this, he claimed many prophets get sent yet most of them end up mad or be labelled as mad and locked up. 

  Food for thought perhaps.

Meditation update: 1

 Well it's been a bit and I've been sticking to my daily meditation, I've currently got 15minutes down and solid, with my mind starting to go weird after that point. 

  However I have noticed something now towards the tail-end of my meditation sessions which can only be described as if I was a large bottle of carbonated liquid shook up and the bubbles and light feeling starts to creep up my spine and towards my head giving me a slight tingling and at first intense sensation. However I will explore this sensation more as I travel as I feel its something important about myself or a key of understanding something. 

  Still the sensation is spooky and I wonder if I am on the right track.

Q and anonymity

 So I finally got around to watching the HBO documentary Q: Into the storm or something along those lines. 

  I found it an interesting watch, especially seeing videos of some key players from the chans, which I spend the majority of my teens trawling through and it was just cool to see the people behind some of it and what type of people they are.

  I was left wondering a lot about the true identity of Q, be it the owners of the now 8kun or some disgruntled deep state agent. 

  I think with the fall of the trump administration and trust going back to be being decompartmented and a back to the the general status quo.

  It does make me wonder however how much corruption does sit in the state if a fraction of what Q has said is true or confirmed. Worrying.

Blood magic

 I've noticed a disturbing trend on YouTube and tiktok as of late, this is people cutting their hands or pricking their fingers and performing some kind of ritual to ask whatever forces that be to deliver on whatever they are doing. 

  I'm not arguing if it's real or does anything, I'm just not a fan of the idea of self sacrifice or self mutilation to get from what I've seen as mostly material things.  I place it in the same basket as people that are into manifestation, its essentially the same thing, asking the beings that be to help you on your path.

  No matter the temptation kids, don't go stabbing yourself or other people just so you can get the new generation of mobile phone or whatever. Its not a smart move, don't invite shit that feeds off some form of suffering on your end either. Simple.

Dream: Plants

 I had a dream last night where the world got hit by a massive pod fired from somewhere in space. After this the pod started ejecting seeds throughout the world which latched onto the brain turning mankind into some sort of drone with super strength and telekinesis.

  However, not all humans however fell under the influence of this invader leaving some of mankind with these plants growing from their heads, I don't know how they worked, but perhaps the root system connected with the brain and interfaces with it, removing our natural limitations, I do not know. 

  Anyways I ended up having to fight these forces taken by the invaders after being infected myself, I have included a picture of what this looked like on myself. Perhaps a future short story idea or comic? 

Ghosts; first encounter

 So after a while of watching a few YouTube videos especially the "haunted finders" channel. I have recently tried to dabble in it myself, after this however I unlocked something inside me or an interest at least in the paranormal. 

  What happened was I had found an ovulus like app for android where it selects words from a database given some kind of evp response, the details I do not know. However; I seemed to have a two way conversation with something which named the landmarks which were around me and mentioned sheep as I am currently staying on ancient sheep fields and surrounded by sheep this gave me a chill. 

  All this however has left me a little shook and at the time it made my hairs stand. So I am a little fearful of doing it at home, especially naked in the bathroom, feeling somewhat vulnerable. Maybe in the future it's best to dabble in this away from home.

  I may have another crack at it soon and I'll update as it unfolds. If anything...

Ned Flanders

 After watching the Simpsons latest episode (s33e07) there is a scene where he is trying to get the money where he seduces a woman against his morals and says think of Homer.

  This got me thinking, could it be that Ned Flanders is gay all along, see his stereotypical Christian wife of the past, then pretty much nothing sticks after her passing. Compounding this is the fact that throughout the entire show, Homer has ridiculed, stolen things from and almost destroyed Neds life, yet forgives him every time. Perhaps these are not Christian values but more love. Perhaps his pursuit of Christianity and constantly calling the reverend at all hours, to the drum of pray the gay away.

Food for thought.