Q and anonymity

 So I finally got around to watching the HBO documentary Q: Into the storm or something along those lines. 

  I found it an interesting watch, especially seeing videos of some key players from the chans, which I spend the majority of my teens trawling through and it was just cool to see the people behind some of it and what type of people they are.

  I was left wondering a lot about the true identity of Q, be it the owners of the now 8kun or some disgruntled deep state agent. 

  I think with the fall of the trump administration and trust going back to be being decompartmented and a back to the the general status quo.

  It does make me wonder however how much corruption does sit in the state if a fraction of what Q has said is true or confirmed. Worrying.

Blood magic

 I've noticed a disturbing trend on YouTube and tiktok as of late, this is people cutting their hands or pricking their fingers and performing some kind of ritual to ask whatever forces that be to deliver on whatever they are doing. 

  I'm not arguing if it's real or does anything, I'm just not a fan of the idea of self sacrifice or self mutilation to get from what I've seen as mostly material things.  I place it in the same basket as people that are into manifestation, its essentially the same thing, asking the beings that be to help you on your path.

  No matter the temptation kids, don't go stabbing yourself or other people just so you can get the new generation of mobile phone or whatever. Its not a smart move, don't invite shit that feeds off some form of suffering on your end either. Simple.

Dream: Plants

 I had a dream last night where the world got hit by a massive pod fired from somewhere in space. After this the pod started ejecting seeds throughout the world which latched onto the brain turning mankind into some sort of drone with super strength and telekinesis.

  However, not all humans however fell under the influence of this invader leaving some of mankind with these plants growing from their heads, I don't know how they worked, but perhaps the root system connected with the brain and interfaces with it, removing our natural limitations, I do not know. 

  Anyways I ended up having to fight these forces taken by the invaders after being infected myself, I have included a picture of what this looked like on myself. Perhaps a future short story idea or comic? 

Ghosts; first encounter

 So after a while of watching a few YouTube videos especially the "haunted finders" channel. I have recently tried to dabble in it myself, after this however I unlocked something inside me or an interest at least in the paranormal. 

  What happened was I had found an ovulus like app for android where it selects words from a database given some kind of evp response, the details I do not know. However; I seemed to have a two way conversation with something which named the landmarks which were around me and mentioned sheep as I am currently staying on ancient sheep fields and surrounded by sheep this gave me a chill. 

  All this however has left me a little shook and at the time it made my hairs stand. So I am a little fearful of doing it at home, especially naked in the bathroom, feeling somewhat vulnerable. Maybe in the future it's best to dabble in this away from home.

  I may have another crack at it soon and I'll update as it unfolds. If anything...

Ned Flanders

 After watching the Simpsons latest episode (s33e07) there is a scene where he is trying to get the money where he seduces a woman against his morals and says think of Homer.

  This got me thinking, could it be that Ned Flanders is gay all along, see his stereotypical Christian wife of the past, then pretty much nothing sticks after her passing. Compounding this is the fact that throughout the entire show, Homer has ridiculed, stolen things from and almost destroyed Neds life, yet forgives him every time. Perhaps these are not Christian values but more love. Perhaps his pursuit of Christianity and constantly calling the reverend at all hours, to the drum of pray the gay away.

Food for thought.

Meditation and future

 So I have taken it upon myself to try and explore of my mind and get into the idea of mindfulness, so I've taken up firstly meditation, my goal is be able to do it comfortably on the daily for 30 minutes straight, by first counting my breaths and then eventually body scanning and trance.

  My goal after this is really to see if I can test some methods for achieving astral projection, see if they hold true to me or not.

   I also recommend you the reader sitting there browsing this to have a go with me, perhaps we can achieve this understanding together.

 So let's start off with doing a week of 10 minutes daily, of clear emptiness in the head, moving to 15 after that, then 20 and so on till 30 and then 2 weeks of that. I'll see if this is achievable and catalogue my feelings and such throughout. Perhaps a weekly reflection. 

Time, Creation?

 I have been recently engaged in watching the German-language series "Dark" of which probes into branching ideas of string theory and hypotheses of how time effects things.

  So this has lead me thinking, would it be so outlandish of a thought that perhaps mankind's destiny is just to create some kind of travel through time, via some apparatus that  bends light or space/time. Just to create themselves in the first place, an infinite loop.

  Another thing that put me on track to thinking about this was a quote from the fourth book of Hermes called "the key":

"4. For his Operation or Act, is his Will, and his Essence, to Will all Things to be.

5. For what is God, and the Father, and the Good, but the Being of all things that yet are not, and the existence itself, of those things that are!"

What if we are just slivers of some kind of creator or just the creator ourselves by some kind of time travel.

Dimensions

 So a while back I was sat in my girlfriends bedroom watching her draw, when I started to think, what would life be like living on the page, how mindblowing to such page-bound creatures we would seem, being about to move around space without them seeing us. Wars being fought, Empires falling, all these things happening around them without their knowledge whatsoever, stuck in their 2-Dimensional world.

So this has lead me to think that perhaps, this is the case for multiple dimensions around us, perhaps with the introduction with psychedelics or deep meditation/ astral projection we can tap that but that's a discussion for another time. 

Perhaps we can go even further and suggest that perhaps we have extra mass that sits on these other planes, ghosts and what-not are just beings that have ascended upwards to this higher dimension.   Perhaps even that these moments of quantum tunneling observed when an electron jumps between supconductors and such, perhaps it doesn't have the sufficient energy to get past the hurdle but perhaps around said hurdle. Like a tide of water moving around a tree that's in its path rather than over it. 

Questions?

 So a quick run down of who I am; I am a diagnosed schizo, that loves science and all sorts of abstract things. This blog is mainly going to discuss what has been on my mind as of late and the questions I have about the Universe or just daily life. 

Also for anyone out there in the void that actually sits down and reads this, I will use this post to refer to any questions you have for me so long as it doesn't get out of hand.